Hey everybody, for all of you still actually reading my blog. I know it's been 39 days since I last posted. I'm so sorry. I can't make excuses, but I've been busy, and honestly just plain tired. I've been getting tired just of the lies I tell myself. Lies like, I'm not pretty, I did this to myself, deserve the pain of a broken heart. Well you know what, that's crap. Last night I was at a worship night at my church and I had some one on one prayer with a prayer leader. I've felt like I haven't been truely able to forgive my ex, and in turn was putting a wall between me and God. She told me it's normal, and the fact is it's all lies I'm telling myself. As humans we tend to believe anything we think in our minds, because if it enters our minds it must be true right? WRONG! Satan takes our hurt and pain and uses our thoughts to lie to us and bring us down. To make us feel unworthy of life and Gods perfect love and forgiveness.
God was nailed to a cross, he didn't deserve to die, and I certainly do not deserve his forgiveness, but he gives it to me anyways. If he can die for me and forgive me, forgiving someone for doing me wrong should be a piece of cake. The Bible says that if we cannot forgive,our Father cannot forgive us. If you have someone you need to forgive, even for something that happened years ago, give it to God, he's so much bigger than our minds can comprhend and he can take it. Give him the glory, and ask him to help you forgive the person who did you wrong. God heals and God provides.
"Take my life and let it be all for you and for your glory,
take my life and let it be yours."
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