Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Day 15- school

Hey guys sorry I haven't posted in a few days! I've been pretty busy the past couple days and haven't been on my computer a whole lot! But I got all moved into my dorm and it's looking great!  Classes start tomorrow morning, Im both excited and nervous but I'm sure everything will go great! My best friend came with me to help me move in, we had so much fun! We used to be roommates freshman year so it gave us the chance to relive that while she stayed here, what a blast!

So I had a couple people tell me that they saw my ex while he stopped by school for registration. I never saw him so he must have came while I was moving in. I guess I'm getting.pretty scared to see him. I really need to not care, I've realized more than ever in the past two days that he was and is the biggest jerk. The things I went there, how did I put up with that for so long? I really have no idea. When you think about it, no one should have to put up with any of that, and a good boyfriend wouldn't have done anything like that to me. When it comes down to it, it all has to do with maturity. Yes, I know shocker! My ex is super immature, and I've realized that. That's the only reason for the way I was treated. My promise ring meant nothing to him because he couldn't give me that commitment, or he didn't understand the real meaning of it. Who gives a girl a promise ring, takes them engagement ring shopping, and then proceeds to put a picture up of him and another girl on his facebook display picture? Can you get any lower? What a jerk, ugh! Well that's my venting for now. All i can do it trust that the  Lord has better plan for me!

"Delight yourself also in the Lord, and He shall give you the desires of your heart."
- Psalm 34:7

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