Sunday, January 16, 2011

Day 20-Let's get caught up.

Alright guys, A lot has happened these last few days that I haven't posted, (I'm sorry). Classes have been going really great so far which is good! But alright this is where it gets juicy, after my last class on the first day I ran into my ex. Literally I turned and his face was right there, I could have just reached out and poked him! I immediately took of walking, but I saw in the corner of my eye he looked at me again. Strange? Well we haven't seen each other since September, and at the time we were still dating. So I'm sure he was just as shocked to see me as I was to see him. But wait, it gets better. The day after I see him he posted on his facebook he is in a new relationship. Ofcourse I'm blocked so my best friend filled me in on the details. Wow was I pissed. I'm passed being hurt, I'm just mad. It's a girl he talked to while we were dating, so it makes me wonder how long they had something there, because shortly after we broke up she deleted me on facebook. I thought nothing of it until now. How shady is that? If he felt something for her while we were together I consider that cheating, am I right?! Yeah, I know I am. He couldn't even tell me the truth, all he did was block me and avoid me. Some man he is, that's pretty immature, which just shows he shouldn't be in a relationship, especially when he knows what he did to me. Another thing it's only been three months, and this last saturday would have been our two year anniversary, I think that goes to show our relationship meant nothing to him. I don't think that ring he gave me meant a whole lot. It was pretty though, for the time being.

I guess this is all part of growing up, showing this won't bring me down is going to make me a stronger person. What I have to look forward to is that I will find someone who will truley love me, and it's going to be a huge "upgrade" and will be better than I can possibly imagine. I guess this is all for tonight, I have to run and put clothes in the dryer before someone opens up my washer, love you all :)

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