So in just five days I will be moving back to school. Were my ex will be attending this spring. We actually met there in 2008 and both left, and we are both returning in the spring. What a bad coincidence if you ask me. I must admit, I'm very nervous to run into him for the first time. I ask myself, "what if I run into him at registration Monday morning?" How Do I react? Do I smile? Do I wave? Or do I acknowledge him but then just keep walking? I think I'll go with that one. See, where on no speaking terms, he said he doesn't want to talk to me. So I'll be the bigger person and acknowledge him, but I won't say anything, I honestly have nothing to say if he can't even talk to me. I wonder if he's nervous to see me, or if he cares? Sigh, life's complicating. I think it'll be easier to see him after the first time- I hope anyways. I mean I think it'll always be hard, but not as gut wrenching as the first time...
"Cast all your anxiety unto Him for He cares for you."
-1 Peter 5:7
I have this memory verse tattooed on my back, what a encouraging reminder it is. :)
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